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Tuesday, May 20, 2008

heys.
i'm truely disappointed.

the more i believe in you,the more you disappoint me.
i don't know what to do okay?
i want to go back to those days,
I JUST WANT TO FUCKING GO BACK.

today's a waste of time.its degrading to blog about today,but my stupid memory card cant be detacted on com so damm it!spent the entire sch hrs doing claymation.plus watched grudge 2 wid classmates.the ghost is pretty horrifying but edison chen's cute(:
when i stare at your blog,i felt lk crying.i felt lk smashing the computer you know?
,i cant stand it anymore.do you know i'm hurt?
to that bitch out there,you don't deserve that mush,god is unfair.

i'm jealous i admit but your rejection to us,its painful.you dont know how i feel.
i see you happily going on,and i once think you never did treat me as a fren.
i dont want this to happening but i guess i'm too afraid to approach you thats all coz i'm afraid of your rejections once again.

:DD but,baby gal,you're still always my best-est fren.&I LOVE YOU.

there's always a better tomorrow and i hope tomorrow would be one.
&you out there,you're HOT!:DDDD

I need you
Near me now
I never knew
Just how...

you're a part of me in all i am..
never been more in the dark
never been this scared
never was so uncertain of what to do or speak
never been so alone..
never been without you..
never had more than i could keep

and what i need now
is someone like you.
cant believe i didnt look u up
even before i knew
how u have waited for me
i know now
and i..

im desperate im calling out ur name(can u hear me)
im faling i cant feel ur flame, its so cold and i..
i wanna go home
wanna feel ur arms around me(can u hear me.. save me..)

so afraid
with who i am
i need your strength
to live again

DESPERATE;

shana&me at tution(:

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TAN PEARLYN:D

155CM,yes i'm fucking short&a little chubby Sun-TAN,jamming and movies are mine things. god's baby on 15/11 if you hate peanuts,you dont know me.

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